Dear Jesus,
I love you, you're a friend of mine! It has been awhile since I wrote here on this blog, but I am going to work on finding time to write. I know I am suppose to be writing and I love to journal my prayers. So, I am back. What's in my heart tonight? A lot. There is so much going on inside of me because of my family. I don't know how we ended up here where we are, splintered. I understand that things are as they are and so I get to live and move forward.
I also am wondering about my future. I thought I knew what I am suppose to be doing. I am in full time ministry and I know that is what I am suppose to be doing, however the questions come up for me when I think about what that looks like. Am I suppose to be preaching? I would love to say, "YES". But is that real Lord? I am I suppose to be teaching at a University? That is what I have been planning for the last few years. But now I am wondering... I need to know what you want me to be doing.
What would help me is a clear word to preach! I am not in a hurry, I just want to know. So I will continue to wait, listen and pray!
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